I windowshop sex, not allowed to participate, very strictly forbidden to me, females used to want to do it with me and found out I'm forbidden bc of tiny clit-like cock and endomorph excess fat cell pubic hair area which I shave that is female Mound of Venus-like, particularly when cock retracts in hidden clit-like when I'm sitting down unless it's erect, and have to watch sex through a sidewalk picture window, the store will be open tomorrow is how I look at it, I want to avoid "staring a gift horse in the mouth" so I better get there when they open or someone else will buy the sex, I've seen wellhung long cock in there that I would like to try on myself at home, not in there, prefer privacy. My deceased parents taught me how to windowshop in New Jersey in the US back in about 1963 when we drove over to a mall in another city on a Sunday and looked in to the picture window of a closed store, that's how I found out about windowshopping, now I use it as a psychological tool to live by until an afterlife of sex which is as guaranteed as a sex shop being open the next day is guaranteed.